Pain.

Some people say you can tell them ANYTHING.

Some people say you can share to them EVERYTHING.

Some people say they will be there for you NO MATTER WHAT.

Some people say they’ll ALWAYS understand you.

                                          But the truth is…

You can’t tell them anything. THEY WILL FREAK OUT.

You can’t tell them everything. THEY WILL LOSE IT.

You can’t expect them to be there for you no matter what. THEY’LL EVENTUALLY GO.

They can’t always understand you. THEY JUST DON’T KNOW.

They think it is easy for you to blurt out all those words. They think it is easy for you to watch them walk away. They think it is easy for you to just let your guards down. But they have no idea how much it costs to do so. They don’t have no idea how painful it is. they have no idea how frustrating it gets. THEY JUST DON’T KNOW.

They think it’s as easy as A B C. Well here’s a bummer..IT IS NOT!!!! It is as hard as Mathematics in in Tagalog.. even harder. It is as painful as getting your hand hammered.. even more painful. It is like slowly dipping your body into boiling oil. Getting burnt - little by little, inch by inch.

You try to understand why they left you without a word or two. You try to reason out why they just vanished in a blink of an eye. You try everything in your power to explain why, how they treated you like that. You try with all your might. but the truth is YOU DON’T KNOW.

So why? why does this happen? Is it your fault for saying what you truly feel? Or is it their fault for not really caring at all?

:((((((((

A Shout to ALL KINGDOM BUILDERS.

I have always thought that I know GOD enough.

I have always thought that I love GOD enough.

I have always thought that I have been following GOD enough.

I have always thought….UNTIL I went to the KINGDOM BUILDERS YOUTH CAMP where I saw people who needed God and His love badly and met those who were willing to give everything they’ve got and move along with His plan fully, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES. The sight of these two very different groups made me realize how long I still have to go…how awesome my life could still be…and how much more I could still give for the GLORY of HIS KINGDOM.

I saw these different kinds of people who have, all their lives, been very ignorant of God’s love. Living their lives not knowing why they’re living it and who they’re living it for. They keep on going with their hands tied and feet chained - bound by this world - without them even knowing it.

Then I started to reflect; and it just dawned upon me… MILLIONS OF PEOPLE AROUND THE GLOBE ARE LIVING THIS KIND OF LIFE -a life of bondage and sin; a life of pity and shame. I should know.. I HAVE BEEN THERE.

Then, I looked around and saw these friendly faces - arms stretched out to the people and eyes upon the FATHER IN HEAVEN. These were the ones who were WILLING and OBEDIENT to answer GOD’s call with a YES and follow HIS plan no matter what. These are the people the world needs. These are the people that GOD has been looking for.

I was deeply moved and encouraged by their devotion to following God’s plan. I learned a lot from them. They don’t call themselves MISSIONARIES just because they go from place to place and preach God’s Word. NO. They call themselves MISSIONARIES because they LIVE THEIR LIVES FOR THE GLORY OF GOD, LIVING HIS WORD EVERYDAY. They call themselves MISSIONARIES because they have offered their lives fully to GOD selflessly living out HIS plan for them.

I wanna be like them. I wanna be a “MISSIONARY”.

toALLtheYWAMgroup:

  • I thank God for sending you out here in the Philippines and bringing more people closer to HIM. I thank God for such people who have open and willing hearts. May our FATHER GOD IN HEAVEN continue to pour out His love upon you that you may continue to KNOW more of HIM and HIS ways. That you may continue to live a life fully pleasing to Him so that when the day comes you may all come to HIM with boldness, knowing that you have followed the call of the Father in your lives. I pray that you continue to be filled by the Holy Spirit and continue to move with power touching more lives and bringing more people closer to God. Amen.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I MISS YOU ALL.

UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. :)

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if you need to spend 1M dollars in one day, how would you do it?

id set aside 10% for my tithes. then 20% for my seed to the church maybe or to anyone who the Lord tells me to give it. 30% will go to my savings. then id spend the rest by taking my family to a trip to bohol. :))))

GO! Speak-up or forever hold your peace!

if you will be reincarnated, what or who would you want to be in your next life? =)

I would like to be HAYLEY WILLIAMS, the lead singer of paramore. or I would be content if i could be HER MICROPHONE. :))))) that’s enough for me. :)

ASK/Speak without RESTRAINTS and I’ll answer without RESERVATIONS

Nobody has ever measured, even poets, how much a heart can hold.

~Zelda Fitzgerald (via themirrorsmagicsights) (via booklover)

can’t agree more

(via mademoisellepraxides)

Nyatix:

very true, :)

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